Why I Was Scared To Quit My Job For YouTube
As a doctor, I was wired to avoid failure at all costs.
After all a mistake could literally kill someone.
The mindset of avoiding failure in medicine saved lives.
So I had to learn to:
➡️ Follow protocols exactly
➡️ Always have backup plans
➡️ Never take unnecessary risks
But that same instinct almost cost me my dreams.
For years, people asked me: “Why don’t you quit medicine and go full-time on YouTube?”
I had every reason to:
➡️ My YouTube channel was growing
➡️ I enjoyed it more than clinical work
➡️ The business potential was obvious
But I couldn’t pull the trigger. Why?
Fear of failure 😨
💸 What if I lose my savings?
📲 What if the algorithm changes?
🏠 What if I end up homeless and broke?
But writing my fears on paper changed everything 📝
Not keeping them in my brain. Actually writing them down.
And I asked specific questions:
✍🏼 What’s the absolute worst that could happen?
✍🏼 How likely is it to actually happen?
✍🏼 Would it actually be permanent?
✍🏼 What could I do to prevent it?
Turns out, I could start a business with $0.
I could test things as experiments.
And the worst case scenario wasn’t death.
It was just going back to being a doctor.
Which, honestly, wasn’t even that bad.
If fear’s got you stuck, don’t try solving it in your head.
Your brain will lie to you.
Make it concrete.
Write it down.
PS: I donate 10% of my income to charity every year. Would you like to join me? Learn more about the 10% Pledge: https://aliabdaal.com/giving-what-we-can/
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