I put so much pressure on myself and I still don't know why. | Weekly Yap 4/52

I've cleared my calendar, walked away from my last business, said no to brand deals. I removed everything I thought was the problem. And I still feel overwhelmed. This is when I realized it really has nothing to do with anything external, it's all a war within my mind. I'm turning 32 this year and want to start a family with Leon, but I'm terrified of losing myself even more when I become a mom. I ask myself "If I haven't figured out my identity by now, how will I ever find it if I have a kid?" There's so much pressure and rush to figure out who I am before that happens, among so many other …