Looking for step by step thinking processing programming videos (long ones)

Hello ! So as said on the title i’m searching for videos where someone explain how does he think and how does it solve a coding problem without knowledge, make a project without knowing the language or how to make it. I’m usually very easily stuck on a programming project and i just want how does a entry/mid term programmer would try to get to coding, i’m sick of the thousands of videos like “this video will change your way of thinking”, “7 tips to think like a