Hey!, please help

I am an undergraduate going in my second year of college in 1 month now . I tried c programming and understood the concepts through some youtube videos but never had the urge to be excited doing it unlike subjects like maths which i did all my schooling years. The main problem here for me is that I want to enjoy programming, not just wanting to learn programming for the sake of passing exams. I don't know whether i should take help of books, any c